I thought.....

Third day of July 

I thought the day of ur birth,you will come and celebrate with or give me call..

I knew Im the person who suppose to called you 

But I was afraid! I afraid of what ever u respond after what I had said

U don't even concern me what's going un-normal on me

Eventhough u wanted  to change in another way to be together 

Not that kind of change I really really feel uncomfortable

The way u just dump me a side 

How suppose I want to be like? I'm questioning you 

You don even ans a single word!! That so call responsibility? NO!!!!

That's ridiculous !!! I dint ever seen kind a boyfriend who can treat his girlfriend not like a girlfriend 

I feel insecure!!!! Do you know that? How I suppose to tell you and let you know what I feel right now?

What's going so wrong what I tried to tell you my feelings??

I know you were busy and you were tired....but than? You're the one who want take this job so u should take ur responsibility .... I feel speechLess and useless on you

Seriously ,if someday someone to concern me more than you...what would you do?

Im very curious on it ... What would you do? What ever it happen.....and what should I do if relly happen...

I thought in your mind I was in the first sit but I don think I'm the first one 

However, I hope you won't make me feel disappointed again and again until my heart dead slowly