4/4/2018

today I only realize...um...blogger view from oversea... ha ha
was not that expected.

Well back on line. I shaking spoke to my boss before yesterday, i got a better offer from other company.
When the moment I told him,he was like immediately respond "better offer? GO!" I was like...phew...glad he is okay with that. reason why I so struggle is bcoz I in this company, I have very good bosses. They take care me l lot and they give me opportunity,like a lot opportunity. But speaking about the experience,I still....nothing,perhaps. End up he called me during operation to check on is the operation smooth or not? another motive was... asked me stay. OMG....just like a thunder dropped on me =.= seriously....and he slow talk this and that..what owner told him how owners look up on me. I know how owners look up on me,maybe that's the really why I needed to leave? I wanted to let them see, a new me instead of just what they seeing me now.

There were always have some of the issue with my manager and also a lot of reason to make me feel leave as in like...Fine Dining. Yes, I might not have any experience in a proper Fine Dining. least...... I know that people go for Fine Dining is bcoz of Quality of Food and Services. Correct me if i am wrong.

Of course when goes to business, it always quantity go first than quality.That's really me feel so frustrated. Why cant just balance it...meanwhile try to be flexible. ( This shit is not gonna be easy)
Hence, I was tried so so so hard to make things right. But shit always happen.

I was talk with my mentor yesterday. Yes, nowadays people were not look on quality when goes to business. But if outside there is any better offer go for it. I still young. Just gain more experience instead stay in a same place. Yes, I know...Just is kinda heavy to me to leave a place that really treat you as family? the environment...I think out there definitely wont have such a feels.

Anyhow I did know some of the people wanted to leave like hell. hahaha...is really feel sad. anyway, I will find the way out. (Dont bother will be good)


this feelings just worst than breaking up with your loves one.

Tell Me You Love me

Recently just kinda insane with this song, kinda meant to me...Maybe...
from the lyric tats what I really needed. Anyway, he might not the right person. We just more comfort to be friends,perhaps.

GoodBye.