again

Things tat happen again and again in my life...
Well who knows tat wont happen again?
some problem same people same timing
I know tat I should not search for u once more
but something tat keep make me hope
hope for nothing,hope for hurting myself,hope for disappointed....
Why keep asking u to give back me but u keep ingore and keep like just the way be?
why the person who keep giving out chances is me and not u?
Why u keep make the mistake tat I CANT ACCEPTED but STILL forgive?
Why such a stupid thing tat I had do it twice and no one know what happen...
feel so tired to keep smile aviod let my buddyz worry..
Wish tat I have an accident and lost part of this memories...