....

Everytime  when I think u doing the same thing third time and now u r holding others ppl hand and...

Can't imagine...

Just feel pain and hurt

Same like put salt into my wound...

tired but cant sleep

feel tired but cant even sleep
he told me he will go bangsa tomorrow
wat can i said?
....

Can't

What u want get from me

I really though I CAN do it but end out I CANT

All those lies all those faith 

Keep destroying my fairytale 

After these days...I keep stay away from the front door

Possible just stay at cashier... Unless have to go toilet 

When ppl come I tell myself don look out just ppl if u look out u may get hurt

don't look out,stay the place where u are....

I had tried

I had try my best to stay away from u 

Everytime....the pain still here the wound still there never get well 

What should I say ?

I deserve to? Isn't ? Maybe....

我再笨些

如果我再笨些是不是会比现在还要好过些?
如果我再笨些是不是不会那么痛了
如果我再笨点 不是迟钝 我是不是会忘得更快
如果有一场车祸我可以忘了所有
是不是会多好些

again

Things tat happen again and again in my life...
Well who knows tat wont happen again?
some problem same people same timing
I know tat I should not search for u once more
but something tat keep make me hope
hope for nothing,hope for hurting myself,hope for disappointed....
Why keep asking u to give back me but u keep ingore and keep like just the way be?
why the person who keep giving out chances is me and not u?
Why u keep make the mistake tat I CANT ACCEPTED but STILL forgive?
Why such a stupid thing tat I had do it twice and no one know what happen...
feel so tired to keep smile aviod let my buddyz worry..
Wish tat I have an accident and lost part of this memories...

Keep telling myself stop thinking of u

Keep telling myself Stop thinking of u 

Stop think anything about you Because everything about u is already non of my business 

U not mp belong to me anymore and u....

Can't believe u really can do this.....

What I still think of u 

Why can't just forget everything...

Happy birthday to auntie xDD