I thought I can do it , but I can't

I thought that I already let it go or I already can face it 

But when the thing show up. Is prove I haven ready 

Serious pain and afraid.... 

Please go back thing which is mine and don't contact anymore 

I really dunno how to face you Or both of u

Tried my best to go out all those reason ...it won't help too 

Can't stand it anymore