OfficiallyOut of sudden we get back together, meaningless relationship
Perhaps you planned come back to me
All this while you use me
You used my kind heart
You used the crush that I toward to you.
And now...
What I get for the payback...is the cruel facts
You blamed me , cold- blooded
You blamed me , ruthless
You blamed me everything...
Your ego killed my love that towards to you.
Selfishness of yours killed me bit by bit.
You told me
"All you need to know is I know you were very close with someone else"
That is the main reason I breakup with you. Don't be sillyThere is so many reason why I choose to breakup.
You literary searching an excuse to accuse me for real.
... ...
Apparently, the person that I used to know as in front of me and... is totally opposite. Am I too naive OR you just way too good covered???
After so many things, the true was the most killing me
YOU CHEATED ME ALL THIS TIME.
You ask money from me, are you use to another girls??
I am doubting myself how much did I really know you well?
Give me a good reason why you can't return my money after so many month?
Give me a good reason why shouldn't think that way ( You used me as ATM, all this while)
Give me a good reason so called BOYFRIEND what should he do when he knows,I were in a urgent situation that desperate need money to rolling for my family? and the moment he had borrowed from me had a quite number of amount.
You...chose to pretend don't know that I need you return me a favor.Or maybe I shouldn't have the same expectation that I expect you could do the same shit when you were in a hard time,what I can do for you.
Yes, I keep telling you I have sufficient money to keep myself a live, but the true is I just lie to you that didn't want you to worry much. Although, I did not enough money I tried my way to survived. I tried everything not to let you feel, after I borrowed the number of amount than I were in a suffer.
The fact is YES! I'AM!
I really feel twist as fuck!
ALL THIS WHILE I WAS A SHARING MY BOYFRIEND WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
For good reason YOU THREATEN ME.
We were had a agreement, but you...broke the agreement.
EVERYTHING YOU PROMISED, EVERYTHING WE HAD AGREED
IT JUST USED FOR PROTECT YOURSELF
TO HURTED SOMEONE AND MAKE SURE SHE HATES YOU
TO HURTED SOMEONE NOT TO GET CLOSE TO YOU, BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT TO FACE TO TRUE.
I am totally LOST, serious shit to say I literary don't no who to trust.
I am disappointed as fuck, the guy said how much love and care he is. In the end, you just a coward.
Well known as HUMAN NATURE;
Just to know blamed
I hurt you
I pushed you
I forced your "dark side" take over your mind
Seriously! I HAD NO HOPE ON YOU. Whether YOU WANNA RETURN MY MONEY OR NOT.
WHY?
I know you well, you will just pretend nothing happen and just wait for the time past.
I don't get it, how can a 28 years old guy can have a such attitude. I really want to blame, why? The money I borrowed you, isn't it I earn by myself? My blood and sweat, literary using my life to exchange the money.
For a very good reason "I don't want to talk to you, I will return when I feel to return" Is a REAL MAN should do?
Aren't be automatically return when you can? I DON'T spend your money all this while.
I ASKED YOU BUY ME ANYTHING, because I know you won't. If you will, you would had done without I tell or ask.
Conclusion:
YOU BETRAYED ME! TRAITOR! YOU USED MY KINDNESS AS GRANTED-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I must move forward. This is my last time that I think of this.
I will not tear a single tear for you
My tears deserve a person who knows to appreciate me.
I am glad he always be there for me. No matter how stress he is, I know there is a sentence he always like to say "If I available, not always. Don't bring up your expectation"
Yes, I won't. But I am grateful what you had done for you.
That is really more than enough.
Thank you very much.
All the pamper you give, all the patient you give...
Im sorry I always tears in front because of HIM...
Im sorry I always bought you into a situation that you shouldn't be, but you always open warn arm to me.
Im sorry for all the unfair situation I put you in...
I don't no are you really okay with it or not. You said if it is not okay, you will tell
That was a same shit HE telling me. I know should put you and HIM together.
Arh~Just really phobia with it.
But I thankful that you bit by bit to guiding me.
