New Place , New Polities

I believe any where are the same...

Perhaps I just being to navy to believe that everyone here are willing helping each other form bottom if their heart.

Unfortunately, no such thing!

YOU BEEN IN THE DREAM TOOOOOOOO LONG!

What do you mean that "What suppose of B&F Reservation do?" "What is B&F Reservation?"..etc

People helped not because they too free nothing to do,they just think you need a hand to help you out. While the person  have the little slot to help you out. NOT COMPULSORY HELPING YOU TO DO CONFIRMATION & UPDATE RESERVATION WHILE YOU'RE ON DUTY.

Taking people's kindness as granted. It will just helping yourself chasing people out indirectly.

Perhaps..in term of dirty game I mind not know very well... anyway....

IM JUST VERY DISAPPOINTED!!!!!

All those dirty game...politic...pin point game....

Welcome to reality !

4/4/2018

today I only realize...um...blogger view from oversea... ha ha
was not that expected.

Well back on line. I shaking spoke to my boss before yesterday, i got a better offer from other company.
When the moment I told him,he was like immediately respond "better offer? GO!" I was like...phew...glad he is okay with that. reason why I so struggle is bcoz I in this company, I have very good bosses. They take care me l lot and they give me opportunity,like a lot opportunity. But speaking about the experience,I still....nothing,perhaps. End up he called me during operation to check on is the operation smooth or not? another motive was... asked me stay. OMG....just like a thunder dropped on me =.= seriously....and he slow talk this and that..what owner told him how owners look up on me. I know how owners look up on me,maybe that's the really why I needed to leave? I wanted to let them see, a new me instead of just what they seeing me now.

There were always have some of the issue with my manager and also a lot of reason to make me feel leave as in like...Fine Dining. Yes, I might not have any experience in a proper Fine Dining. least...... I know that people go for Fine Dining is bcoz of Quality of Food and Services. Correct me if i am wrong.

Of course when goes to business, it always quantity go first than quality.That's really me feel so frustrated. Why cant just balance it...meanwhile try to be flexible. ( This shit is not gonna be easy)
Hence, I was tried so so so hard to make things right. But shit always happen.

I was talk with my mentor yesterday. Yes, nowadays people were not look on quality when goes to business. But if outside there is any better offer go for it. I still young. Just gain more experience instead stay in a same place. Yes, I know...Just is kinda heavy to me to leave a place that really treat you as family? the environment...I think out there definitely wont have such a feels.

Anyhow I did know some of the people wanted to leave like hell. hahaha...is really feel sad. anyway, I will find the way out. (Dont bother will be good)


this feelings just worst than breaking up with your loves one.

Tell Me You Love me

Recently just kinda insane with this song, kinda meant to me...Maybe...
from the lyric tats what I really needed. Anyway, he might not the right person. We just more comfort to be friends,perhaps.

GoodBye.

Just want to do some clearance

After all of the shit things happen...Yes, I'm hurt </3 but tried to recover as soon as possible?

recently we did looks like friends more then anything. Maybe that also a good sign? maybe...

the story goes with "friend" which mean we really..........right...not too bad also 

Anyway this is how relationship screw up. doesn't matter, just leave aside.Will be better soon 

speaking about ...work...

went to W interview...might not able to get what I ask for...then maybe have to be stay at Face...

haizzzz~im sick of it. whatever discuss in meeting it still the same! business?fine dining...or just want to listen something just you like?

im sick of it

End our relationship again

We end our relationship again. Due to lots of reason,which cause us apart. Surprisingly... This time not really that hurt but still feels the hurt badly 😓 after this we were better thn before😓wtf
Do feel you opened ur fucking door !!!
Perhaps... We do need more time to knowing each other?  Ha ha
Well... We see how.. How is our story goes.
Just follow the flow... If god still let us be together or we still able to get back?
Worst to worst we still close friends?
"Even if friends, you are someone very close me " WOW~ maybe we kinda opposite person?

We see how... 

Things getting weird?

Finally came here clear some dust...

Recently Tangerine getting busy and busy. Is a good sign when a new restaurant getting busy. But... Doesn't seem everyone were knowing each other or understanding .... Sigh...
After yesterday talk with chef... Thank you for putting hers mind on our shoes. Other way round ... Ppl doesn't seem like having the same page, tho
Sigh...
Aren't us supposed to be a "team" instead
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Something goes weird and couldn't found where and why or how us... Feel so different.
Feels...like... we not going to survive in tis relationship... Is just matters of time bah...
I don't know...not good to stay in negative and tkkan want to bring u in
Anyhow...try to aviod letting you in... We were busy... You had alot of works to do...
Why my head cant just cut off,stop being crazy... Simply think something negative
Everyone has a different character
He is he... And he might not be the same who you met in the past. Perhaps something similar but not all... Hopefully....
Sigh...

Between communication

When you start work in hotel industry, eventually everything talks about COMMUNICATION.
When ever failure communication which mean one or two department going to have trouble because of miscommunication.Before a war start there always have misunderstand or miscommunicate.
Everything linked to each of the department. Sign....

No matter how hard you were try to avoid the war starts. Always have people wanted the war begins.

Humanity?

Is itz so nice to see people killing each other which in same company? Even though we not same department but still under the same conpany,right?

What so wrong trying put myself to others people's shoes. In the end, people trying to kill me?