Monday, 20 November 2017

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Helloooo....my beloved secret place 😂😂😂😂
Well....so called Blogger I don't think so there still have secret at here anyway...
See who gonna find out my so called place to release..
erm...maybe a place where can isolated???? Perhaps...Ha ha ha
Hurmmm.... 
today planned with wanying go fix hers vape end up she was late , while waiting her I was surpriced today time square having basketball open match!!! Well...for child side ...kinda cute...small and tinny summer foreigners baby we're so cuteeeeeeee then go to local...so so 😂😂😂
Even thought adults also...no lengzaii ...😝 hmm...another side eventually I kinda worry might meet him again...
The most unwanted thing to face!!! There were 5050 so feel unsecured then I hide in a corner to wait wanying
I cell myself with my song...turn on as high as possible...while the waiting moment tick tock...I start think why am I so afraid of seeing him?
Not to said I haven let go or what...just feeling gave it to me is like refuse to see him instead.
Maybe the past was too much???? I don of just refuse...then I ternampak my uncle like ...WTH!!! How coincident is this!!!
We not meeting each other every since new year til now... is kinda happy seeing him,he is okay. But he look older than before
Well....humans....hurm...I never hug him before every since I grown up not even holding his hand...
Today....we hug and holding each other....(I not even doing this to my dad, is can't...but don of why today happen to my uncle🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️)
When we hug and holding hand...I feel like wow..so incredible and kinda touchy...hahahaha   My tear was running in my eyes
and yea...we hold each other hand and talk...currently how are we...blabla...til wanying is here...
Then hurm...time to said goodbye.
Best thing come she forgot bring hers vape🤦🏻‍♀️
WTH...we were plan for this ofcoz side is for lunch... but the main were hers vape😂
Well....the God ask today don't need to rush just sit and relax our lunch 
Hahahaha 
End up we catch up our plan to have food. Coz she is a bit running out of time,hers shift was 2pm by the time she reach like 1230😥😥😥
While waiting w
Yeah...though plan to go the current place we often to go...but end up outside seat been sit by all those basketball player which there are not having any drinks or food....damn they still dare to sit like no buddy business🤦🏻‍♀️
Then we change to another place to have food..named candol something (can't remember the shop name)🤦🏻‍♀️
Luckily , food was nice and okay...and most important!!!!!! I have appetite to eat😋😋😋😂😂😂
And I definitely ate a lot...Like compare current yes, is a lot!! I'm good baby girl...(fk myself🤦🏻‍♀️ good baby girl😄🙄🙄🙄)
And then after food we go for coffee😬😬😬😬  Needed coffee so so so badly recently😓 
After we got our coffee then is time to face the reality---Work
Well, eventually I still have plenty of time...just follow go only lar...
In case anything needs a backups 😂
Don't said ghost in day light...when I reach face then met Amy and Andrew 
Andrew straight forward ask for help...help him together to do beverage costing...
Then I'm okay... since early...once we start from around 3 til 7 something 😰😰😰
So proud of myself facing the PC that much hrs and maths🙄🙄🙄🙄
The rest don feel want to talk....today business damn fucking slowwwwww🤦🏻‍♀️
Can't believe my own eyes....🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

Monday, 9 October 2017

Time to clean My Place ONCE awhile😂

hmm....For all been through...
Glad to have him again😍
*sorry to said I don rmb whn we get back again...hahahahaah
We work in the same hotel again...same restaurant AGAIN😂😂😂
Is this fucking faith? Funny😂
well...eventually Im quite "bantang" couple work in the same hotel...but we still work things out😛

Even thought we had discussion before
*Work is work*
not to said tried very hard...Automatically😂
STILL have little bit of personal😁 just little bit wont be too over,right?
The first day he enter work...sorry boss...i really busy in breakfast...
promised you...u will get coffee made by me😎 ofcoz i will make it true, but only whn i available to made😂😂
maybe sooner u will felt bored for my coffee      ahahahh....

✔Hard part
maybe Z very concern about my performance...after my man joined
↣maybe I still under everyone eyes🙄
Ofcoz I donwant who ever look up on me and I fail them
Hopefully, I do action to prove even he is around I will be more better thn before...

Whatever what I had been THROUGH recently...I'll keep it and learn from it
hopefully I wont forget.

Wednesday, 27 September 2017

Short Vacation- Penang trip With girls

Well....just a quick one...

A short Vacation with my girls...
then felt bit waste that I didnt went club over there, due to other 2 girls unwanted...cheers=.=

Well, as below is a place so call...Secret Garden
Eventually, we came for the lighting during the night...
Unfortunately....we went early like before 6pm...
then just having the beautiful view of there 
and took some picture <3
cheers!


Well, is kinda nice having ice-cream during HOT DAY!
DURIAN FLAVOUR <3
is been a long time never dare to have duriannn!!!





                 this they Big Bowl                                              this is durian Candol
is also denpand how many people having               one of the famous food in Penang!



is been a long time I never came back visit Penang
the last time I came was...below 10yrs properly
(hahaha...feel old~~)
Penang is still developing right 
and come up a lot youngsters having their own business 
which is -cafe
there is a lot of  different theme of cafe most impressed me 
that's is "China Town" which so call the longest cafe in Penang

Which u see as below pic <3













Happy Birthday My Girl
Officially 22nd xD
Getting older and older 
ahahah  


 And this is our last day while waiting 
our flight 
the time comes =.=
lolz...
Just photoing for nothing 
wanted the time goes faster  












Thursday, 20 July 2017

hi blogger

after few weeks...
yea...relationship in complicated

hahah...my god damn life
just trying to enroll perhaps...

Monday, 12 June 2017

the day we get back

I had forgot whn were we...get back tgt again
well....til now everything was like back to normal...
hopefully
He told me tonight he got something to do
Hm...first react was...sure,okay bz ur things first
the next sec...what thing need to settle by tonight
well...work stuff who knows.... i was doubted
but between doubt i choose to believe he is settling something important....
between...worry and afraid..... afraid more thn i thought.....
#somethingcouldn'tshare

Sunday, 14 May 2017

Hello Blogger.....

Is been long long long time never visit my blogger...hahah
Reason why im here agian...is bcoz I finally MOVE  ONNNNNNNNNNN.....yeahhhhh!!babeh~
Im glad I finally get the first step....out of the shitty situation....sighhhhh....

Well...I had a new partner currently...
He's very kind person and mature...everything better thn me...he cares me alot...pamper me alot... yes...another reason why im here...is bcoz just wanna hv a place let me split it out what happen just now . Even thought he said is okay...small matter but I kind like degil with it..
Just keep recall and recall why I so over react!
I know he just worried I walk alone to the car...
Arh....after tat...i just saw a few sec..like 2 sec😔😔😔😞😞😞😞
he was like....'what the hell' (piss off) but he is not piss off...just...feel like....cold-shoulder???😂😂😂😂
in the moment I was frighten out...alot of the picture came out from my head🙄🙄🙄
what the hell....totally lost confident...

~JEK~

No secret...i know.....but somehow...sometimes still very hard to tell and hard to describe....

~DOWN~

Is been awhile... That I didn't not update my blogger.  Reason I update I guess I have no way to express myself.      All about work.  I...