莫名的心痛 来袭

不知道为什么 自从看到俊宾毕业展的合照后...
那一刻开始 脑里就不停回去 那年我的毕业展 和你的毕业典礼
其实我一直都是那么的懦弱 我以为我放的下
其实 不是 我不敢在学校特别日子回去 因为我很怕会再遇回你
遇回你 然后 说不定那时候你的身边 已经站着另外一个人了
不能 我没办法去承受在面对 这些...
很痛 .... 真的非常非常非常 痛

Review?

Just recall some of my blog's there was a title was mention itz what he think that I think my own~
I think I had got the ans in early it just I donwant to face it...bcoz I was afraid the pain come to me again! HA!
Reality thought me which is "Things not belong to me;No matter how hard u try to save it; It will gone its own" That makes your own more hurt than u dump it first!
Is already use to be that who side by side always.... Maybe I had did something hurt him that I donno
But at least I don do thing was Hm...
hurt ppl the most .... I hope I din
I had try to do what he did to me in the very first and I found out the feel was totally worse than I expect!  So dump it the bad things make it perfect that want to be
Coz I realize I just want to be together with the person who I love and there is not allow SHARING
I cant share with other ,so do my partner
I understand what's the feel goes...
Hm...it Over welll

最终还是一样那么的脆弱

最后我们还是分手了 说好的未来幸福 都变成泡沫

我不想责怪谁 我只很不甘心辛苦那么久了最后还是一样

我对你 卑微 低头 盲目的一次又一次容忍你的谎言

说那片白了 可能我也是你手中其中一个玩弄的对象

我 没办法再面对你 没办法 

无意间发现和别人的合照我也立刻把那人删掉 避免在看到有你的合照

真的很痛 痛的无法呼吸 痛得想逃离这个地方不再回来

但我很害怕你在这样下去 你妈迟早会失去一个儿子

但愿是我多心 其实你不需要我的关心

曾经的曾经 所做过的 都是……多此一举

自卑感

最近的我们 越来越差 

不知道为什么你会变成这样 你越是这样 越是难受

我快21了 越想越害怕 而你永远比我年轻一年

以前的我都觉得无所谓 因为你都会在我身边 现在....

已经不是以前的你了 我的害怕担忧 问题一直在提问 一直都在心惊胆跳的度日

你每一次的正面回答我....

其实...谁会愿意陪一个大过自己的女人 一辈子

找小过自己的还难不过

很难受